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  MY POETIC HEART

  Fiordaliza Charles

  Copyright 2012 By Fiordaliza Charles

 

  DEDICATION

  To my creator and savior GOD. To my mother who always encourages me to do my

  best, my daughter who always believed in me, my husband who always been a supporter

  of all I do in life and to my family and friends that have supported me in the making of

  this book and in life. Thank you and I will never forget you.

  ACKNOWLEDGEMNTS

  Thanks you God, for giving me the ability to read and write, thank you all of staff of Publish America for giving me a chance of a life time and the opportunity to be heard.

  Thank you for being a friend and helping me become a better poet Marcia.

  Very special thanks to my family and friends that always believed in me and in everything, that I do in life. Thanks to all the bookstores that hold my book for others to enjoy, your support means so much to me. Much love to mother who created me and never stopped believing in me, To my special friends I will never forget your words of encouragement.

  I am especially grateful to my daughter Kadiya Smith whom, sat down with me each week and read all my poems out loud for me and told me “Mom these are great, I can’t wait until your book comes out” and last but not least my husband who encourages me every day to be a better wife, mother and happy person. I love you so much.

  Fiordaliza Charles

  LOVE INDEED...

  Not spending your nights alone

  You want to redo everything

  Their words activate your soul

  Your days are no longer cold

  Time seems to go so fast

  Feel complete when they get back

  Taste their kisses in the wind

  You think of futuristic things

  Awakening with them on your brain

  can't go a day without talking to them

  Feels like something is missing the whole day

  Until the moment they show up again

  You believe in them, no matter what others say

  No one can't break you apart

  You know they are your soul mate from the start

  They will forever, remain in your heart

  IS OVER WHEN...

  There is nothing left to be said

  Words that you said can't be replaced

  You wish the day was over

  They give you their cold shoulder

  You wish that you was elsewhere

  When you look at them, there is no one there

  Nothing else they say make you smile

  Your mind is filled with so much doubt

  Arguing becomes the new way to talk

  You want to take shorter walks

  You don't miss them throughout the day

  Your heart is filled with cry-full pain

  Everything becomes more than what it is

  Puzzled with questions deep within

  When your body no longer wants their affection

  and your heart is no longer at attention

  SORRY...

  I thought you had my back

  until the very end

  as I would done for you

  you was my own best friend

  Your sorry, for no thinking

  before your actions

  you hope that I forgive you

  but got a different reaction

  Trust is so hard to obtain

  but, harder to maintain

  It all went down so fast for us

  like a house burning down in flames

  Please don't go, you asked me

  but, I never felt this hurt

  I was not good enough for you then

  Sorry, will just not work

  THE GAME...

  Is in this game

  You were so mixed

  Believe it you was there

  She took your soul everywhere

  She fooled you into believing

  You needed her to survive

  But, she destroyed your man hood

  With everything you tried

  At the point, that you met her

  you were married to the streets

  instead of your lonely wife

  Who what’s there for you in need

  In the game, you got lost

  and she still remains the same

  that's the last we heard of you

  messing around with cocaine

  TORN...

  From the moment we met, you took my heart and ran with it

  I should of listened to my friends when they said you was no good

  but, I thought real deep with-in

  That you was just miss-understood

  I should of seen it coming apart, because of all the lies

  You played games with my heart and had the perfect alibi

  I can’t believe what you said

  and that you just made me sad

  You left me so puzzled and all I wanted was your love

  I wanted to stay in your arms but, what can I do now

  Sit around and wait again

  For you to come back somehow

  I know we lost all that we had, how could I ever be mad

  I finally get to say goodbye, poof !!! be gone

  No, I don't feel angry any more

  but, my heart feels like is torn

  C.H.A.R.I.T.Y

  Coins, dollars and water bottles

  I see y'all give them away

  I'm hungry and thirsty

  May I please have some today?

  I apologize, did not see your there

  I want to go home but, where?

  The train and buses I do not own

  but, where else can I call home

  I need some money, is not for drugs

  Can you see that I am just lost?

  I need to feed my children

  but, I can’t afford the cost

  Tomorrow is another day

  I'll stop begging y'all for now

  Thank you for all you giving

  and see you again somehow

  DON'T SAY GOODBYE

  Where there is love, there is a tomorrow

  It is your love that I will fallow

  Please be mines without a fight

  Promise you'll make it alright

  I will love you always

  I will never leave your sight

  Please say that you will be mines

  and love me until the end of time

  No one will ever replace

  The good and the love we share

  It will never fade away

  because, it will always be there

  It is you that I adore

  Please don't you walk out that door?

  Don't say good-bye, don't you leave

  I need you here for eternity

  WITH YOU

  The sun never been this bright

  the skies never seem so clear

  the winters never been this warm

  until the day you appeared

  My days never felt so short

  my heart never been this jumpy

  I ache at the thought of your kisses

  your lips is what I been missing

  Thank you, for all that you give me

  for your words of courage and wisdom

  for being so thoughtful to me

  and giving me your love endlessly

  Without you, I feel so empty

  my days never the same

  I pray, you will always be here

  and our love forever remains

  I'M YOURS

  I give you my all

  heart, body and soul

  tell you my best kept secrets

  and anything
that's missing

  I give you myself

  complete and truthfully

  I'll give you anything

  and everything you need

  I pray for us each day

  I say each prayer with grace

  I finally found someone

  who puts a smile on my face

  I am yours, today, tomorrow and always

  you cannot be replaced

  your all I'm thinking of

  each day that I awake

  BODY OF LOVE

  My Face

  Lights up lights up when I see yours, smiling back at me

  My Eyes

  Will not blink for a second, because I don't want to miss anything

  My Nose

  Loves to have you close to me so, that I can smell your cologne

  My Legs

  Tremble at the thought of you and the sound of your sexy voice

  My Hands

  Have to hold your hands each day so, that I can feel safe again

  My Lips

  Can't wait to kiss yours again because they are as sweet as candy

  My Ears

  Like to hear you say my name because, it sounds special coming from you

  My Heart

  Feels so empty when we are apart because, you carry pieces of my heart

  DEEP

  I gave up on love

  I said I'll never love again

  Love was long gone from my system

  but, you showed me what I was missing

  I felt it deep in my heart

  Maybe, everything else was apart

  Now, I'm swimming like a dove

  Can you blame me I'm in love

  Love never entered this way

  My heart never felt this great

  I thank God for you each day

  and, that I found in you my soul mate

  Deep into this ocean of love

  I never thought I would dive so hard

  Now, there is nothing we can do

  but, wish that we never part

  REST IN PEACE

  All this time I tried to change you

  I should of loved you for you

  You always loved me the same

  Despite of what we've been through

  They say you never know

  What you got until is gone

  You were a star to many of us

  Who now feel so alone

  You made a difference in our lives

  Our hearts will never forget you

  You are one of a kind

  No one could ever replace you

  Our hearts are now broken

  No one could mend it together

  I know, today I have to say goodbye to you

  but, it will not be forever

  CAPTURED

  You have something of mines

  That I guarded all this time

  Your words broke down my walls

  I feel just like a new born

  How can I ever go back

  My heart loved you from the start

  Loving you made me feel so complete

  With out you I can not breath

  You make me feel I can fly

  Like the world belongs to us

  I feel like a child at play

  For the first time in a park

  Tell me you will never leave me

  That our love will always stay

  Today, tomorrow and always

  We will forever remain

  SCARED

  Some say love hurts

  well, I feel the pain

  I can't get the feeling out my brain

  The one that makes my heart strain

  You say that you love me, In conclusion

  How come I can't see it ?

  How come I can't feel it ?

  All I seem to know is confusion

  I feel lost and alone

  No reason for us to remain

  All we have is painful memories

  Of what we had to sustain

  I thought we would never end

  You and I was were never meant

  Now all I do is regret

  That day that we ever met

  WHAT IF...

  We did not ever meet

  Held on to each other deep

  Apart we were meant to be

  Togetherness never comes

  It was all a physical attraction

  Forever is not what we want

  We do not see eye to eye

  Hurting each other more every time

  Always make each other cry

  True love we never find

  It was not all that we expected

  Forever we get lost in the world

  We had no one to blame for our actions

  How can we ever forgive each other

  All that we had fades away

  Today we change our ways

  If we let our love go to waste

  Friends we will remain

  LOST -N- FOUND

  We stared at each other for a brief moment

  The world just stopped moving

  Maybe it was me

  but, when you looked at me, I just knew it

  I found myself a real soul mate

  I miss you more each day

  Can not wait to have you by my side

  I fallen so deep, I cannot lie

  You've showed me a new way

  You make me feel so complete

  Maybe, it was just for that night

  but, everything felt so right

  My love will always be yours

  Where ever you are, I'll follow

  Because in you I found myself

  and hope for tomorrow

  WHY SHOULD I CARE...

  Can you give me a reason

  why tears have not stop falling

  why my mind is still in shock

  and my heart you were controlling

  You want to continue or restart

  like this love of ours is a game

  why should I care what you want

  If all you do is break my heart

  Giving all my love to you

  respecting your wishes and trusting you

  I gave you my heart to hold forever

  You take it for granted? Never

  I'm glad we ended this fight

  everything will be alright

  I'm done with living a lie

  I no longer want to try

  I SHOULD OF KNOWN

  If I listened to my heart

  It was visible like a star

  you will never be true to me

  should of known that from the start

  Deep feelings of regrets and beyond

  I should of went with my thoughts

  said it will not last forever

  I guess I was not that clever

  Now I'm sitting here. Alone and confused

  lost for words and feeling used

  but, I have to think of tomorrow

  to a place where there is no sorrow

  I never should of took it there

  even though my heart for you still cares

  but, now I have to make it back home

  without you, I should of known

  GOODBYE NEW YORK

  Goodbye New york

  City of Sorrow

  I'm moving on

  Happiness I will fallow

  Hello sweet country

  great things all around

  Is a different air and a solid ground

  I feel all the love now

  Love is in the air

  I know I feel it all

  I declare today, I will never return

  Goodbye again New York

  THE ONE

  He is not short, nor too tall

  I perfectly fit into his arms

  His smile drives me insane

  I melt away when I hear his name

  He is one of a kind and so unique

  His smile make me so weak

  He makes m
e feel extra special

  Glad I found my hidden treasure

  He never argues or complains

  He wants to give me his last name

  I'm number one in his life

  He pleasures me with his mind

  The one, reaches my soul

  He makes my body feel whole

  He is all that I ever wanted

  So lucky my wish was granted

  ABC OF LOVE

  A-Are we there yet.? I hope that we make it last

  B- Because I'm ready to start loving you all over again